What keeps you up at night?
I constantly worry about my future, whether I'm accomplishing enough things or not. My lack of inspiration for writing lately has also been at the back of my mind. I really want to do NanoWriMo, but find that I don't really have the motivation or drive to do it. I failed the previous two years, and I really don't see things being any different this year. I'm not trying to be negative or anything, but that's the realistic outlook of things right now. I do want to carry out the plot that I had last year because I really think I was going somewhere with that story. I'm in love with the idea of having a companion that can transform into an animal and fight with you. So, if I do participate in Nano, I'll probably try and continue with that. But a brand new start, of course. Well, I have a couple of days to decide, and then I guess I'll have to forego the outline this year. I was also thinking about picking a very obscure fairytale (not sure from which region of the world, but most likely from China or Japan) and putting a very modern twist on it. That seems to be popular nowadays, and I think I'd have a lot of fun writing a modern fairytale.
But yeah, I guess what keeps me up at night is worrying about whether I'm a failure or not at life in general. I want to do more things for my family, but I'm stuck in school still for at least another year. And then afterwards, I'll be doing something I don't really like. I feel like I'm stuck in a limbo, and I hate that feeling.